This is a song I received after God overwhelmed me with His love. I was lead to read John 1:11-14. It talks about how God welcomes all those who believe in His name into His family. And that we, of our own flesh, cannot enter in any other way.
To me that’s so freeing and brings about a peace beyond any I can describe. Which is why verse 14 is so awesome—His glory is full of grace and truth.
He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God.
And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.
john 1:11-14
We spent Labor Day weekend with Israel’s family in Muskogee. We were hoping to do a lot of support raising while there, but nothing really worked out. Instead, we had a wonderfully relaxing weekend with the fam. Israel’s brother Judah just returned from 10 months in Australia. It was wonderful to see him (he’s actually visiting our house right now). Eight of the nine Jernigan kids were together at once. Pretty amazing. In a few weeks, the ninth, Hannah, will be visiting from Australia with her fiancé Ash. Madness will ensue.
One of my goals for the weekend was to buy a whole new wardrobe for as little money as possible. I’ve been working from home for the past year and most of my clothes are worn out or don’t fit. So, I was in desperate need of some new pants, tops, shoes and all that jazz. On Saturday, all the girls went shopping. I got quite a lot for not much money—thank you Ross and Name Brand Clothing. I pretty much stood in the dressing room for four hours while the Jernigan women brought me racks of clothes to try on. I don’t think I’ve ever tried on so many clothes in one shopping trip.
We played a LOT of games this weekend. I love games. They are some of my favorite things. We introduced the Jernigan kids to Carcassonne, a German-style board game similar to Settlers of Catan. We also had a Spades tournament and played a lot of Bananagrams. I’m pretty sure Banangrams is Speed Scrabble, but you yell “Banana!” when you finish. Awesome. There was also a lot of Facebook Farm Town going on. Now I’m doing it too. Sigh.
On Labor Day, the whole extended Jernigan clan, about 60 people, met at a park for fried chicken and football. Israel got a lot of bruises. I watched.
This is the last post about my decision for going to Germany, and the process that I went through. I’m sure there is alot more I could talk about, but these few posts were simply a way for me to share with you my journey. There will definitely be more about what Dani and I are both going through.
This last step was about realizing my need more and more for God to be in control and the one I seek for guidance. He is big enough to care for me and take care of all my cares. He is Jehovah-Jireh “The Lord will provide”. He knows my needs before I even know. His love is so big.
I love this video. It’s Black Forest Academy students expressing what the school has meant to them. It really gives you an idea of what missionary kids deal with and how BFA affects their lives. I hope this helps you understand why we want to invest in these students. This video was created by Michele Phoneix. She has been teaching at Black Forest Academy for 16 years and first came to BFA as a student.
I think this next step in my journey was pretty important, and still is. I am probably going to struggle with feelings of not being the provider for my family. I know I’m supposed to trust God, but I’ve been trying to be the provider for so long now, it’s how I think.
So, I’m praying that God helps me to see that He is big (Proverbs 30) and that my eyes are opened to the flawed pursuit of stability in wealth.
I don’t want to rely on the world for my well being. His strength is sufficient and He will provide for those He loves. (John 3:16)
This next post I wrote after Dani and I mentally decided to go to Germany. We were still seeking God and trying to figure out if this was the right thing to do. I didn’t want to go through with this Germany thing if I didn’t feel God was leading us in that direction.
Now it totally feels like God is opening all the doors for us to go to Germany.
And I hopeful and glad that Dani and I are going. There have been no regrets at leaving our family or familiar surroundings. We are both ready to leave today, if we could. I think both of us feel God calling us to follow him, and Germany is where he’s leading us.
Thought I would share my first video for our new blog, hopefully I will get better at filming myself. It’s kind of weird at first.
I’m going to try and make the videos pretty organized and give a general description of the content.
This video is simply an introduction to the website, and a short reading from a Bible passage that’s pretty appropriate for where Dani and I are headed in our lives. We shouldn’t try and limit what God can do, He can handle it.
Over the past month I have been writing about our process, my walk with God, and our journey to Germany. I’ve been writing in anticipation that, if we felt God leading us to go to Germany and we eventually got a blog up, I would share my journey with those who might support us, who are family, or who want to just know why.
Over the next few days, I’ll be sharing posts about my process and how God has changed who I was before all of this. There will be a few more blog posts in the Spiritual Journey category. Feel free to share this with those who you think it could help or who are just curious. I want to be open and honest about my life, and what Dani and I are doing. Please read these and be encouraged, impassioned, and filled with love and peace. God is in control. I just want to share what I see God doing in me.
Made it to Texas earlier this afternoon. Pray that God blesses our appointments and that we share our vision and passion well.
04:16:42 PM March 11, 2010
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Just met another couple from Northwest Arkansas who is headed to Black Forest Academy to teach media! We're having Hugo's tonight. :)
04:43:09 PM March 08, 2010
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